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Frost is forming on the windowFrost is forming on the windowpanes, they hug the glass tight
Waiting in fright for the morning light
They know it'll soon be over, that they'll soon cease to exist
That all they will end up as is the next morning's mist.
Why is life so short for something so beautiful, so pure
Why must the cruel rays rob them of a cure?
For what is perfect must soon falter,
It must fade,
Washing all the memories clean away.
And as blistering ice caresses and dances upon my face
It gently sets my eyes ablaze.
So through harshness and through all the pain
The frost will soon return as the soothing spring rain.
If the Dawn met NightIf you are the dawn and my heart is the night,
Where is the connection which keeps us alight?
As you breathe in I fall into dreams,
And your morning air rocks me softly sleep
Each time we pass we see a different sight,
You the dark and I the light,
And all there can be is a faint foreign touch,
As the day slips into dusk.
Random Subject.-Social NetworkingInstragram sluts and hashtag whores,
social networking such a bore.
Bitchy arguments, insults galore,
what has life come to?
What was it like before?
Socalled anger, sadness and depression, build up daily creating tension.
Ruin your friendships,
pretend not to care,
Yolo's your motto
and you think life is unfair.
Well look around you people.
Its not har to see,
life is so much more than 'popularity'.
You 'Fuck the Police', like the 'badman' you are
and your Dp is of a shiny new car.
Transformer are we? Or are you a duck?
Because 'life it too short to give a fuck'
State that you're 'Absssolouut+ly waa*sted!!!' the day before school
Becausue you're so 'cool'
and that dodgy grammar will support it all.
worth the waitYou thought that love would never be yours, that no one would feel the same
That love was but a dream, but a fantasy which could never be tame.
Isolated, songs of loss, sorrow and tears were all you held dear
Thoughts so morbid, so severe would pass through your mind year after year
No one understood and no one asked
No one spared time to look through the mask
You lay there stupidly wondering if it could all end but longing for true love overcame.
See-throughYou stare into the camera with an arrogant glare
With a bitter tongue slashing at the air
You know no boundaries
You take no advice
Everyone's below you
But I'm in disguise.
You shan't belittle me
You shan't dare
For I know your weakness
And you know not I'm there.
The little details are most important with I
And you seem not to know
That you are now just a stupid little show.
regretthis morning is so sudden
and my eyes they are dull and sunken
leaving deep scars of what was and is
i cannot bare the thought of what could've been
and what it would've been like to taste your tender kiss
Sometimes.Sometimes it's not enough to listen,
Not enough to hear,
Not enough to watch me shed a tear,
Advice can only bring you so far,
For most words are empty and cold,
And most speeches of self confidence,
Are unbelievable pieces of glittering nonsense.
No matter what you say,
What you do,
I always have a way of looking through you.
Reading into whatever is near,
I make sure there is no way of humiliation heading my way.
It's an obsession which cannot be stalled or stopped,
I can't stop thinking and it's never ending and ever unfolding
It's a way of life to ensure every fine detail is fixed
A way that will forever be me
A way to see
To hurt me
..Sometimes I don't want to be myself, simply because there are so many implications, because being another person would make me be someone with imagination. Imagination to build a fort between the words of others and my own which seem bright, a way to protect and divide everything I have in sight.
confession you are all i ever wish,i ever dream
you are all I ever desire,from my passion flames
you can create and start a fire...but will turn you in cold
and my heart is still " in hold"...
I wish you will be still mine,i make mistakes
if you are not by my side...
I could not breath-feeling the past-my heart is on hold
but my love will ever last,and if tomorrow strarts without me...
Can you feel the lost...can you even see?...
with the sadness-I change my mind- that the love i need
I will never fin
PainUnbearable down to the last bone,
This body I don't want to call home,
I am not feeling alright this way,
I am not happy or feeling okay,
I am in pain and always feeling under,
I feel like my body is torn asunder,
So tired, I want to open my eyes,
My muscles feel bound by weights and ties,
So sick, in pain, and tired aside,
I want so badly to erase this I cried,
All I want to do is sleep my days away,
To keep my feelings left at bay,
Not just the mental but the physical state,
This body of mine, I am starting to hate,
The way I feel is becoming a stain,
I feel I will forever be in pain.
AnankeI have come to confess
When I lay in darkness
I can't find any rest
For the pain in my chest
I still see you in chains
The blood boils in my veins
The lust shines in my eyes
Your Hell: my Paradise!
At the end of daylight
When I pray for delight
I watch in the fire
My only desire
All my senses aflame
At the thought of your name
Will soon drive me insane
I must meet you again!
See me down on my knees
I am begging you, please
Let me caress your skin
Taste the pleasure of sin
But your heart is so kind
And so dark is my mind
So cursed is my passion
My own self-destruction
And your eyes...
Tormenting my heart
And your cry...
Tearing me apart
And your voice...
Enchanting my ears
And your words...
Awaking my tears
And your face...
Corrupting my soul
And your fate...
Inciting my fall
My emotions seem all out of order
and it's like I'm on the border
of anger and sadness.
This is pure madness.
I can't control how I feel
when this pain is so real.
I can't seem to shake
the memories that keep me awake
all through the night.
I pray that things will be alright.
Maybe I'm just hormonal,
but this doesn't seem that normal.
I want to be able to smile
and stay joyful for a while.
Trust is also an issue for me;
loyalty seems like something I can't see.
In God I have faith
that my heart is safe
although it's not anywhere near whole
and loneliness is taking its tole.
Yet, despite these emotions,
God's love is wider than all oceans
and I know that one day I can feel love
like God's above.
UntitledVoices whisper softly in her ear,
"Everything will be alright."
Yet, still all she feels is fear
and she can't find the will to fight.
Why should she fight the pain
when life is filled with sorrow,
and it's hard to feel joy again
knowing there is anger for tomorrow.
"Why do I have to suffer so?
And why does peace always flee
from wherever I go
so the reason to live I cannot see?"
Land Of No LightHe cried out in utter pain as the crystals impaled his already weak body. His voice cracked as he was whipped yet again. Cheers and cries arose from the crown in front of him.
"Take Him Away!" They chanted. His cries were now muffled as the tight purple fabric that surrounded his neck was tied in his mouth like a make-shift gag.
(Should I continue?)
Harbor in a StormHe was not what I was expecting.
He is the safe harbor in the storm.
A still rock in an avalanche.
He said hello, it’s nice to meet you—
But not in near so many words.
His smile promised things I would not talk about,
His eyes brimming with old knowledge,
The sort of eyes you read about, but never find in a real face.
To break him, I gave him my game face,
To see those eyes turn away,
Out of my soul.
I gave him my I-don’t-need-anyone act,
My maybe-I’ll-keep-you-maybe-I-wont attitude,
And he stood there, next to me, patiently.
To shake him, I showed him my scars,
To see those eyes brim with pain,
So he can understand the path I’ve walked.
I showed him each one, and recited,
With perfect memory,
Just how each one damaged me.
And he took my hand, tightly, and I knew he had his own.
To surprise him, I showed him my joys,
To see those eyes turn confused,
As to how such pain can create such pleasure.
I showed him my work, and recited,
With perfect memory,
Helping you is Killing meI lend myself to you
to listen to all your pain
this happens time and time again
I don't mind...honest.
You dont notice.
that its causing me pain
to hear your crys and torment once again.
I hold my hand out to you
and still you are forever oblivious
to whome is desperatly trying to save you
I bring it upon myself I know
but I cannot watch another suffer
I sacrifice my happiness to set you free
and be all you can be.
I sit alone.
Once again..I listen to one after another.
My thoughts I cannot gather.
All I do is fight for others
and listen to their pain
I lend my self over and over again.
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