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Nothingoh steal away my heart.
the air that i breath.
marry belief.
i can not see.
disbelief.
i can agree.
lines between.
all those that counted.
all things that matter.
brain splatter.
brain matter.
brains matter.
seen here after.
dying faster.
dead here after.

.:~I'm sorry...~:.I'm sorry I'm a failiure, I'm sorry I'm a fool...
I'm sorry I hurt you, I'm sorry it's not cool...
I'm so sorry that I ever hurt you, I'm so sorry baby...
I'm sorry please forgive me!
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!
I'm sorry I said all those things to you, I'm sorry I didn't mean to...
I'm sorry say goodbye, I'm sorry please don't cry!
I didn't mean to hurt you like this, I always thought we had a bliss...
But all I can say right now is...
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, please don't cry!
I'm sorry that I hurt you, I'm sorry...
I should die...
I'm sorry for my mistakes, I'm sorry that I cry...
I'm sorry for my flaws, I'm sorry

Lost Causeas the rain brings same
getting my taste of pain
all remaining the same
none of me can be tamed
no voice
not a whisper
all who know me
fall distant
am i ugly
with the sickness
dont touch him
infected

Shattering Mirrordont leave me alone.
but no one will answer my phone.
dead at the tone.
lost.
stuck death prone.
even though grown.
im still stuck on the same song.
leave me so gone.
drugs make the memories dessolve.
cuts make my mental hit the wall.
can i breath?
will i fall?
leap into the fire.
burn it all.

Umcan you dance on the moon?
or would you die?
would you have a better chance at life?
to cry.
to hide.
away from reality.
escape from the tragedies.
of life.
eternities.
come play with me.
die for a fee.
struggle for a fee.
suffer for free.
conscious bleed.
unconscious see.
wondering.
dream.
heaven.
imaginary.
hell.
not scary.
so i bury.
tragic set free.

Ressolvecome into me.
like a dream.
for it seems you believe.
you can dream.
you can see.
you can wonder.
silent thunder.
liquid murmur.
should you wonder.
would you wish.
for this to be bliss.
friendship kiss.
days that miss.
muted ticks.
calling home.

My feelingsThere is not a day that goes by where you are on my mind. Whether i’m worried or miss you or just thinking about just how much I love you. There are just so many things I want to do with you so many places we could go. There is just so much we have yet to experience together and I want to to and see it all. There is nothing more I want then you by my side. No one else in this world I could love as much as I love you and there is no one else I want to see laying next to me when I open my eyes in the morning. I want you all of you your good moods your bad moods and everything in between. I wanna be there for your good days and your bad da

RoseWhen the tears begin to fall,
I allow myself to weep.
When I try and try to forget
its the memories of you I keep.
A fire dances, burning me
but the pain is what I've asked for.
One more place i need to see,
to know I have you no more.
this longing, this ache,
one which I can't explain.
I feel it, and i know it is heartbreak
for i may never see you again.
We've parted, we've went our separate ways
and I know this, i know that it's true.
but i cant help it, because this is one of those days
when I'm really missing you.

The Car Crash on 2nd AvenueAnd the light would hit me like a car crash
but instead of crying and broken
I'd be exhilarated and praising
for whoever hit me with that ongoing car
And the driver would be Faith
and I wouldn't mind getting hurt
It's shove the shards of hope
Down my throat
And through my veins

Is that what it'd be like
To have Hope again?

Wishful Thinkinghave you ever had a dream?
had a dream where it seems.
where your king or queen.
where trouble is nothing.
and you have power over everything.
have you ever had a dream?
A thought?
where life was special.
family.
friends.
everyone so loving and helpful.
where you didnt need a savior.
no save me.
no need to save her.
we are happy. together.
a life of gold.
forever.
this dream.

FreedomTears ever so sweetly to taste, feel them run down my cheek...
The blade ever so cold, feel it run up and down my wrist.......
The blood so warm, feel it tickle my arm as it runs down it....
losing my sight,feel so cold as my body turns to ice.......
I see i now, i feel him now death sweet death...........
come take me away from all this pain for my soul wants to be as the air is free to blow as the sun is free to shine so warmly. ....
i miss the happy days those days where the sun shine so bright on my skin the smiles and cheer smiles the loving hugs the sweets given by love ones...but now seeing all the flash backs before the sweet death ap

Confio en ti, amigaHe confiado en ti
Pues mi mente te abrí
He visto por ti
Pues mi corazón te di

Amistad es mi pregunta
Que aunque sigilosa
Me hace perder la cordura

Tu haz preguntado lo mismo
Y lo mismo te he respondido

Que lejanos estemos
No amerita que nos amedrentemos
Pues es sólo un obstáculo
Para de el otro ser oráculo

Mis sentimientos te compartí
Y más que nada mi amistad ofrecí
No respondas ofrecimiento con olvido
O el olvido te ofrecerá su castigo

La vida es más simple que eso
Pero no es tan dulce como un beso

Amiga: aprende a vivir, aprende a amar

Free I can see the fear in your eyes
The horror in your soul
Tell you the path to make you whole
The path of redemption
The road of denial
Is the same one that sets you free

TomorrowToday is not too good
It's all playing through your head
But you gotta remember
Tomorrow is still ahead

Today may be stormy
But tomorrow the sun will shine
Tomorrow the birds will sing
If you don't see it, you're blind

Tomorrow is your future
And today will be your past
I know it's hard right now
But trust me, it won't last

Let today go forward
Let tomorrow be your light
To guide you through the darkness
The darkness that is tonight

No, today isn't too great
But it can get better
Just wait till tomorrow
Tomorrow will be better

the deep depression of sorrow the deep depression of sorrow were man losses himself to a cold world so many lies with the bad aways winning
enjoying themselves as they laughing at the weak suffer in pain and agony,kids my age smoking and drinking out of grief,
from the abused of there parents,as they also suffer from the madness, losing there minds,there humanity,when the rich starts war
its the pour who die,every one running in chaos,when I cry, when angels deserve to die, for there sins,as I dream of boy who's been tourched not by the devil,not by sin,not by god, from nobody hes suffering, cause of his dead mother as his father abandons him
leaving him for dead,he gro

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Helping you is Killing me

by ~MissLolitaBlackbirdx, May 25, 2011, 2:16:28 AM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Concrete Poetry

I lend myself to you
to listen to all your pain
this happens time and time again

I don't mind...honest.
You dont notice.
that its causing me pain
to hear your crys and torment once again.

I hold my hand out to you
and still you are forever oblivious
to whome is desperatly trying to save you

I bring it upon myself I know
but I cannot watch another suffer
I sacrifice my happiness to set you free
and be all you can be.

Now.
I sit alone.
Once again..I listen to one after another.
My thoughts I cannot gather.

All I do is fight for others
and listen to their pain
I lend my self over and over again.

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~Blackheart789 May 25, 2011 Professional Traditional Artist

its Awesome ^^ great work

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~MissLolitaBlackbirdx May 26, 2011 Student Traditional Artist

Hehe,thank you.It means alot x

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~Blackheart789 May 26, 2011 Professional Traditional Artist

I love your poems your very good ^3^ and your welcome

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~MissLolitaBlackbirdx May 26, 2011 Student Traditional Artist

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